At first, I thought my ear was the culprit
And then, I guess it is my state of mind
I tried,
But I guess my neurons isn’t moving in the right direction
Perhaps my synapse busted? Or maybe it’s just the wind
Frankly speaking, my cognition seems more reliable back when I was kid
It felt cathartic
What happen?
I prefer to think that there is nothing happened with this body
but the more I think, the more I think more
Every present is robbed by thoughts
But it’s not the time that I’m thinking
It’s the pain in thinking about something
Something nonsense, too nonsense that you just can’t get it out
It pains you to the point that you felt guilty about yourself
It feels like the neurons just turned into balls of steel that pin-balling to-and-fro inside your very own skull smashing the inner wall
No last resort, it’s just a catch-22 that you have to let loose every single day
Oddden 